At 6:00pm last evening, in the Roman Basilica of Saint
Augustine in Campo Marzio, the Holy Father, Pope Francis celebrated Mass for
the opening of the 184
th General Ordinary Chapter of the Order of
Saint Augustine (Augustinians).
Homily
of the Holy Father, Pope Francis
for the Mass inaugurating the 184th
General Ordinary Chapter
of the Order of Saint Augustine
You have made us
for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.
(Confessions, I,1,1). With these words, which became famous, Saint Augustine
turns to God in the Confessions, and in these words is the synthesis of his
whole life.
Restlessness.
This word strikes me and makes me reflect. Let me begin with a question: What
fundamental restlessness did Augustine live in his life? Or perhaps I should
say, what kind of restlessness invites us to be mindful of and keep
alive in our lives this great man and saint? I propose three types: the restlessness of the spiritual quest, the
restlessness of the encounter with God, and the restlessness of love.
The first: the
restlessness of the spiritual quest. Augustine lived an experience that is
very common today: quite common with today's youth. He was educated by his
mother Monica in the Christian faith, even if he did not receive Baptism, but
growing up he began to distance himself, he didn't find in that faith the
answer to his questions, to the desires of his heart, and he was attracted by
other proposals. He then entered a group of Manicheans, he devoted himself
diligently to his studies, he did not renounce light-hearted fun, in the
spectacles of that time, intense friendships; he knew intense love and embarked
on a brilliant career as a master of rhetoric that took him all the way to the
imperial court of Milan. Augustine was an accomplished
man, he had everything, but in his heart remained the restlessness of the
search for the profound meaning of his life; his heart was not asleep. I would
say that it was not anesthetized by
success, by things, by power. Augustine did not close in on
himself, he did not rest, he continued to search for the truth, the meaning of
life, he continued to search for the face of God. Of course he made mistakes,
he also took wrong paths, he sinned, he was a sinner; but he did not lose the
restlessness of the spiritual quest. And in this way he discovered that God was
waiting for him; on the contrary, that He never gave up looking for him first.
I would like to say to those who feel indifferent towards God, towards the
faith, to those who are far from God or have abandoned Him, even to us, with
our distances and our abandonment of God, small
abandonments maybe, but there are so many in our everyday life: look deep
within your heart, look deep within yourself, and ask yourself: do you have a
heart that desires something greater or a heart that is asleep, more concerned
with physical things than with God? Has your heart preserved the restlessness
of searching or do you let it suffocate from things that end up leaving it
atrophied? God is waiting for you, he is looking for you: what will you
respond? Do you realize this situation of your soul? Or are you sleeping? Do
you believe that God is waiting for you or is this truth only just words to you?
In Augustine, there is this restlessness of the heart
that leads him to the personal encounter with Christ, it leads him to
understand that the God who he searched for far from himself,
is the God close to every human being, the God close to our hearts, more
intimate to us than we ourselves are (cfr ibid.,III,6,11). But also in the
discovery and encounter with God, Augustine does not stop, he does not rest, he
doesn’t close in on himself as one who has already arrived, but
instead continues the way. The restlessness of the search for the truth, of the
search for God becomes the restlessness to know him more and to come out of
himself to make him known by others. It is the restlessness of love. He would have
liked a quiet life of study and prayer, but God called him to be Pastor of
Hippo, in a difficult time, with a community divided and war at their gates.
And Augustine let himself be disquieted by God, he did not tire of announcing
Him, of evangelizing with courage, without fear, he sought always to be the
image of Jesus, the Good Shepherd who knows his sheep (cfr Jn. 10,14), indeed,
as I love to repeat, he smelled of
his flock, and went in search of those who were lost. Augustine lived that
which Saint Paul tells Timothy and every one of us: announce the Word, in season and out of season, announce the Gospel
with the great magnanimous heart, (cfr 2 Tm, 4,2) of a Pastor who is
restless for his sheep. The treasure of Augustine is precisely this attitude:
to go out always towards God, to go out always towards the
flock … He was a man in tension, between these two exits; not privatizing love … always on the
way! Always on the move, his father would say. Always restless! And
this is the peace of restlessness. We can ask ourselves: am I
restless for God, to announce him, to make him known? Or do I let myself be
enchanted by that spiritual worldliness that urges us to do all for love of ourselves?
We who are consecrated think of personal interests, the functionalism of works,
of careerism. There are so many things we can think of … Am I accommodated, so to speak, in my
Christian life, in my priestly life, in my religious life, also in my
community life … or do I preserve my strength of the restlessness for God, for
His Word, that leads me to go out,
towards the others?
We come to the final restlessness, the restlessness of
love. Here I can't fail to look at the mother: this Monica! How many
tears were shed by that holy woman for the conversion of her son! And how many
mothers today shed tears so that their own children return to Christ! Do not
lose hope in God's grace! In the Confessions, we read this sentence that a
bishop said to Saint Monica, who had asked him to help her son to rediscover
the way of faith: It is not possible that
a son of so many tears would perish (III,12,21). The same Augustine, after
his conversion, turning to God, wrote: For
my love my mother wept before you, always faithful, shedding more tears than
have ever been spilled by mothers at the death of their children (ibid.,
III,11,19). Restless woman, this woman, who, in the end, said those beautiful
words: cumulatius hoc mihi Deus
praestitit! [my God has satisfied me sufficiently] (ibid., IX,10,26). That
for which she cried, God gave to her abundantly! And Augustine was heir to
Monica, from her he received the seed of restlessness. Here, then, the
restlessness of love: always seeking, without stopping, the good of the other,
of a loved one, with that intensity that leads to tears. I am reminded of Jesus
who wept before the tomb of his friend, Lazarus. Peter, who, after denying
Jesus, met the rich gaze of mercy and of love and wept bitterly. The father who
waited on the terrace for his son and when he was still far off, ran to meet
him; I am reminded of the Virgin Mary who with love followed Her Son Jesus to
the Cross.
How are we with the restlessness of love? Do we believe
in the love of God and in love towards others? Or are we nominalists on this
matter? Not in an abstract way, not only in words, but the real brother that we
meet, the brother who is next to us! Do we let ourselves be restless for their
needs or do we remain closed in on ourselves, in our community that many
times for us is a comunita-comodita
[community of comfort]? There are times where you can live in an apartment
without knowing who lives next door; or one can be in a community, without
truly knowing his own brother: with pain I think of those who are consecrated that
are not fertile, that are zitelloni
[elderly bachelors]. The restlessness of love urges us always to go meet the
other, without waiting for the other to show his need. The restlessness of love
gives us the gift of pastoral fruitfulness, and we should ask ourselves, every
one of us: how is my spiritual fruitfulness going, my pastoral fruitfulness?
Let us ask the Lord for you, dear Augustinians, who begin
the General Chapter, and for all of us, that he may preserve in our heart the
spiritual restlessness to search for Him always, the restlessness to
announce with courage, the restlessness of love towards every brother and sister.
Amen.